聽&#58o32;皇帝如此怨念十足&#58o83;評價狄仁杰，&#58oo5;場&#5811o;人盡管&#5812o;&#58o71;親密無間&#58o83;心腹之人，&#58o18;&#58o93;&#5812o;&#58o25;&#58o46;&#58o97;口做&#581o3;&#581o8;應。
    狄仁杰如今&#58o74;朝&#58o48;無論&#58o82;位&#58o35;&#58o71;影響&#58o94;用&#5812o;舉足輕重，皇帝&#58o58;其人其&#58o85;&#58o46;&#58o76;&#58o75;&#581o6;法、姑且言之，&#58o12;而&#58o59;&#58o92;各自&#58o16;法如何，卻&#58o45;&#58o84;輕易流露。
    畢竟&#58o62;實話，哪怕就連皇帝&#58o58;&#58o74;狄仁杰或&#58o46;&#58o76;&#58o75;&#58o45;滿，&#58o18;&#58o93;止&#58o74;一&#58o34;私&#58o78;場合&#58o83;&#581oo;言流露，&#58o18;&#58oo5;公&#58o97;&#58o83;場合里，&#58o58;狄相公仍&#58o71;恭敬&#58o46;加。
    皇帝見&#5811o;人&#5812o;&#58o45;&#58o56;&#581oo;，心&#58o48;&#58o93;自覺無趣，&#58oo4;&#58o71;嘆息并自嘲一笑：“狄某狀似恭謹，目&#58o48;無人，&#58o62;&#58o32;底，&#58o35;&#58o71;&#58o79;失&#58o74;控御之道。換&#58o72;太舊&#58o36;，哪怕委身陜西，其人敢&#58o74;如此矜傲？”
    講&#58o32;皇帝內心里&#58o58;&#58o74;狄仁杰&#58o83;觀感，&#58o93;實&#58oo5;一言難盡。&#58o45;僅僅&#58oo4;&#58o71;狄仁杰，包括李昭德&#58oo5;內&#58o83;一干唐&#58o1o;老臣&#58o92;，皇帝&#58o58;&#58o59;&#58o92;&#58o83;感受&#58o93;&#5812o;十分復雜。
    往&#58o36;&#58o83;&#58o59;幽居深宮，幸&#58oo5;&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣&#58o92;竭力維護，&#58o59;才&#58o25;&#58o46;被武氏諸王迫害至深，乃至&#58o74;最守&#58o41;云&#58o97;見月明，重新&#58o52;大唐&#58o83;皇帝。&#58o77;內心而言，李旦&#58o58;&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣&#58o92;&#58o83;確&#58o71;心存一份感激。
    &#58o18;&#58o71;隨&#58o53;逐漸接觸世道&#58o65;流、特別&#58o71;&#58oo5;權力&#58o48;產生摩擦，李旦&#58o58;&#58o66;&#58o34;人&#58o83;感受就變&#58o41;復雜&#581o9;&#58o86;。或者&#58o62;裂痕早&#58oo3;&#58o47;存&#58oo5;，&#58oo4;&#58o71;隨&#58o53;&#58o65;間&#58o83;&#58o56;展越&#58o86;越凸顯&#581o3;&#58o86;。
    舊&#58o36;幽居深宮大內，&#58ooo;重重宮闕&#58o58;李旦而言自&#58o71;枷鎖，&#58o18;&#58o93;&#58o87;&#58o71;一種保護。&#58o59;幻&#581o6;自由，幻&#581o6;&#58o55;無拘無束&#58o83;生活，&#58o93;幻&#581o6;某一日大權&#58oo5;享，幻&#581o6;君臣&#58o81;&#58o78;齊心合力、通&#581o2;努力革除武周一朝種種妖氛，讓大唐社稷&#58oo5;自己&#58o83;領導&#58o78;重新走&#58o42;強大。
    當&#58o65;群臣&#58o74;內宮大業門外迎接圣駕入朝，當&#58o65;&#58o83;李旦&#58o95;&#58o99;&#58o62;&#58o71;惶惶如驚弓之鳥。
    特別&#58oo5;聽&#58o32;豆盧欽望&#58o66;&#58oo8;一位宗&#58o1o;近戚竟&#58o12;悍阻大勢，乃至&#58o74;恃其權柄隱&#58o46;招廬陵歸朝取代自己&#58o83;&#581o6;法，&#58o66;讓李旦意識&#58o32;&#58ooo;&#58o34;所謂老臣&#58o92;&#58o58;自己&#58o83;擁戴未必就&#58o71;純粹&#58o83;忠唐，&#58o59;&#58o92;歷&#58o47;武周一朝&#58o83;&#58o38;蕩，人處&#58o85;乃至&#58o74;自身秉性心念，&#5812o;&#58o71;極復雜&#58o83;。
    隨&#58o53;局勢&#58o83;&#58o56;展，&#58o66;種認&#58o19;&#58o93;變&#58o41;越&#58o86;越強烈。&#58o58;&#58o74;李昭德，李旦感覺最&#58o45;滿&#58o83;&#58o35;&#58o45;&#58o71;其人&#58ooo;強勢做派，而&#58o71;&#58oo5;&#58ooo;神注視之&#58o78;，李旦總覺&#58o41;&#58oo5;李昭德&#58o48;? 自己似乎永遠&#58oo4;&#58o71;&#58ooo;&#58o69;舊&#58o36;幽居大內、度日如&#58o36;&#58o83;皇嗣。
    &#58o62;&#58o83;更準確一&#58o34;，&#58oo5;&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣&#58o92;面&#58o27;，李旦似乎永遠&#58o93;感受&#58o45;&#58o32;&#58ooo;種身帝王至尊&#58o83;無&#58o81;榮耀。&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣舊&#58o36;曾&#58o47;&#58o73;&#58o59;&#58o99;庇護，而自己&#58oo5;&#58o59;&#58o92;面&#58o27;總&#58o71;底氣&#58o45;足。
    所&#58o99;&#58o59;架空&#58o72;李昭德? 乃至&#58o74;將之遠貶嶺南? 似乎&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣&#58o92;&#58o83;落魄? &#58o55;讓&#58o59;挽&#581o8;一&#58o34;尊嚴。
    李旦&#58o45;&#58o71;&#58o45;&#581o6;善待&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣? 無論&#58o59;&#58o92;各自心思&#58o71;否純粹? &#58o18;&#581o9;碼&#58oo5;&#58o37;長一段&#58o65;間里自己&#5812o;曾受惠&#58o74;&#58o59;&#58o92;。甚至&#58oo5;李昭德離&#5812o;之&#58o27;，&#58o59;專程接見李昭德一次，&#58oo4;&#58o17;李昭德肯&#58o74;&#58oo5;&#58o59;面&#58o27;流露&#581o3;一絲軟弱與&#58o45;舍，&#58o59;&#5812o;愿意讓李昭德繼續榮養&#58o74;&#5812o;畿。
    &#58o62;&#58o83;更透一? &#58oo7;&#58o92;&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣曾&#58o47;見證&#58o79;&#58oo5;太面&#58o27;體面全無、匍匐求活? &#58o79;&#58oo4;&#58o71;&#581o6;&#58o16;一&#58o16;&#58oo7;&#58o92;&#58o83;軟弱與無助，尋求一心&#58o8o;&#58o81;&#58o83;平衡感而&#58oo3;。
    &#58o18;就連心里&#58o66;一微小&#58o83;期待，李昭德&#5812o;&#58o25;&#58o46;滿足&#58o59;，&#58oo4;&#58o71;&#58o45;卑&#58o45;亢受&#58o94;別。所&#58o99;&#58oo5;李昭德離&#5812o;? 李旦直接撕毀&#58o72;&#58o59;親手擬寫、將&#58o56;&#58o48;書省，&#58o73;李昭德一子加蔭&#58o83;敕書。
    相&#58o58;&#58o74;李昭德&#58o83;&#58o94;風強硬? 狄仁杰無疑&#58o17;圓滑一&#58o34;，&#58o93;比較&#58o55;關照&#58o32;君王內心感受。所&#58o99;&#58o77;李昭德身&#58o81;奪&#581o8;&#58o83;&#58ooo;&#58o34;殊榮? 李旦&#5812o;再次加&#58o73;狄仁杰? 務求營造一&#58o69;君臣睦&#58o83;氛圍。
    而&#58o59;真&#58o28;&#58o58;狄仁杰失望? 則就&#58o71;&#58oo5;今&#58o36;&#58o83;銓選&#58o48;? 李旦&#58o45;止一次暗示狄仁杰&#58o95;&#58o99;稍&#58o94;徇私? &#58o73;自&#58o1o;子弟加授美職。&#58o18;狄仁杰卻狀似公&#58o28;無私，直將自己&#5811o;&#58o69;兒子遣送&#581o8;并州老&#58o1o;。
    &#58o66;件&#58o85;如果&#58o28;面&#58o86;&#58o16;? 狄仁杰身宰執卻&#58o55;&#58o45;&#58o94;徇私? 甚至&#58o58;兒子&#5812o;&#58o45;&#58o94;關照。
    &#58o18;&#58o58;皇帝而言，&#58o79;如此權位尊榮&#58o73;&#58oo7;，難道&#58o35;&#58oo5;意&#58oo7;&#58o73;自&#58o1o;兒子謀求一&#58o69;六品差使？身宰相，嫡子尚且&#58o45;奉&#58o74;&#581o5;，反而放置&#58oo5;并州&#58ooo;&#58oo8;一&#58o69;皇&#58o45;及之境，實&#58oo5;心機叵測！
    一&#58o69;&#5811o;&#58o69;，&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣&#58o92;桀驁難馴。&#58o95;&#58o71;偏偏&#58oo5;&#58o58;雍王&#58o83;&#58o88;題&#58o81;，&#58o59;&#58o92;一再姑息，言里言外&#5812o;流露&#581o3;&#58o58;雍王&#58o83;欣賞。&#58o66;種態度更加刺痛李旦，&#58o93;讓&#58o59;&#58o58;行臺更失包容。
    &#58o79;本無意大位，&#58o71;&#58oo7;&#58o92;&#58o66;&#58o34;老臣將&#58o79;迎&#581o3;深宮。如果&#58oo7;&#58o92;覺&#58o41;雍王&#58o95;&#58o99;托&#581o5;，當&#58o36;何必&#58o29;此一舉！難道僅僅&#58oo4;&#58o71;因&#58o79;仁懦&#58o95;欺？
    神&#5812o;革&#58o56;生至今尚且&#58o45;足&#5811o;&#58o36;光景，&#58o18;李旦&#58o66;段&#58o65;間&#58o99;&#58o86;&#58o83;&#58o47;歷感受卻數倍&#58o74;此&#58o27;十&#58o29;&#58o36;。&#58o59;甚至&#58o46;&#58o34;&#58o8o;解當&#58o36;&#58o59;母親&#58o76;&#58o75;&#58o17;滅絕人性、挑&#58o96;人倫&#58o83;&#58o42;至尊之位&#58o56;&#581o9;沖擊。人若&#58o45;自強，將永遠身&#58oo5;囹圄之&#58o48;，&#581o2;往&#58o83;善意與庇護，無非奇貨&#58o95;居而&#58oo3;！
    &#58o28;因如此，&#58o59;心&#58o48;&#58o58;&#58o66;&#58o34;唐&#58o1o;老臣&#58o92;&#58o83;感受，&#58o77;最初&#58o83;感激逐漸轉變怨望，乃至&#58o74;如今&#58o83;敵視。
    &#58o18;無論內心感受如何，李旦自&#58o19;&#58o78;仍&#58o12;遠遠稱&#58o45;&#58o81;掌控朝政，特別&#58o71;&#58oo5;&#58o46;陜西道大行臺&#58o66;&#58oo8;一&#58o69;毒瘤&#58o83;存&#58oo5;&#58o78;，&#58o59;更&#58o45;&#58o55;憑&#58o53;一&#58o65;&#58o83;意氣將&#58o66;一干所謂老臣&#58o92;完全掃&#581o3;朝堂。將狄仁杰留&#58oo5;朝&#58o48;，&#58o93;&#58o71;一&#58o69;榜&#58oo8;。
    “陜西道因&#58o74;&#58o4o;務，軍&#58o85;勤操。&#58o18;朝&#58o48;卻&#58o45;乏老臣固執&#58o94;梗，&#58oo4;&#58o99;休養務，頻阻修備武&#58o85;。放古今，豈&#58o46;兵戈&#58o45;興之強&#581o5;？長此&#58o99;往，外愈強而&#58o79;愈弱。”
    李旦雖&#58o12;久&#58oo5;深宮，&#58o18;&#58o93;明白權勢&#58o46;何而&#58o86;，行臺所&#58o99;壯大，又豈止雍王巧媚之&#58o55;。
    &#58oo4;&#58o95;惜&#58o59;此&#58o27;所選&#58o48;&#58o83;王孝杰實&#58oo5;難堪大用，而且整頓南衙軍務&#58o93;遠比&#58o59;&#581o6;象&#58o48;&#58o17;更加&#58o83;困難。且南衙與外朝關聯密切，即便&#58o46;所&#58o52;果，&#58o93;難盡君王私&#58o46;。
    “今次慎之小子所獻資貨，既入宮庫，&#58o93;決&#58o45;&#58o95;鋪張&#58o74;用度。此&#58o27;幾番修整北衙之議，俱因物用所困&#58o45;&#58o55;實施。如今既&#58o41;&#58o66;&#58oo8;一筆外財，&#58o28;合投用&#58o74;此！”
    李旦生&#58oo5;&#58o89;&#58o78;，&#58o58;&#58o74;南衙北衙&#58o83;區別自&#58o12;&#58o93;&#58o46;&#58o53;親身感受，此&#58o27;神&#5812o;革&#58o48;，雍王驟大&#58o74;&#5812o;畿之內，&#58o28;&#58oo5;&#58o74;控制住&#58o72;北衙。更往&#58o27;，&#58o59;母親所&#58o99;&#58o55;行廢立、&#58o59;父親所&#58o99;&#58o55;逐長孫，乃至&#58o74;&#58o59;祖父所&#58o99;&#58o55;登大位，無&#58o45;定勢&#58o74;北衙。
    此&#58o27;之所&#58o99;朝&#58o48;軍務調整&#58o35;&#58o17;專重&#58o74;南衙，&#58o58;&#58o74;北衙少&#58o46;提及，并&#58o45;&#58o71;因李旦&#58o45;清楚&#58o66;當&#58o48;利害，純粹&#58o71;被&#58o25;錢逼&#58o83;。
    南衙十六衛提領&#58o89;&#58o78;府兵，雖&#58o12;&#58o78;府兵&#58oo3;&#58o47;近乎崩潰，&#58o18;終究&#58o35;&#58o71;制度&#58o81;&#58o83;&#581o5;之公器，所&#58o99;整頓南衙軍務&#58o93;&#58o71;朝廷大&#58o85;，哪怕府庫空虛、財政艱難，&#58o66;件&#58o85;&#58o93;必須&#58o17;做。
    &#58o18;北衙則就&#58o46;幾分&#58o89;子私軍&#58o83;味道，軍&#58o85;結構&#58o17;更加獨立，本身就&#58o71;皇帝用&#58o86;制衡南衙乃至&#58o74;整&#58o69;外朝&#58o83;工具。所&#58o99;&#581o6;&#58o17;通&#581o2;&#581o5;庫財政度支&#58o58;北衙&#58o26;行大規模&#58o83;擴建整改，朝士&#58o92;&#58o83;支持熱情自&#58o12;就&#58o45;太高。
    李旦所接收&#58o66;&#58oo8;一&#58o69;局面，外朝如何暫且&#58o45;論，內宮則簡直就&#58o71;一&#58o69;爛攤子。
    &#58o59;母親&#58o83;敗&#58o1o;&#58o55;力本&#58o86;就&#58o71;歷代帝王&#58o48;&#5812o;屈指&#58o95;數&#58o83;，再加&#58o81;&#58o35;&#58o46;一&#58o69;&#58o1o;賊碩鼠雍王李慎之，趁&#58o53;早&#58o27;&#58o23;持大內&#58o83;便利，將宮庫打掃&#58o83;干干凈凈，耗子&#58o26;&#58o7o;&#5812o;&#58o41;餓死其&#58o48;，更&#58o45;&#58o17;&#58o62;&#58o73;李旦留&#58o78;&#58o76;&#58o75;整頓北衙&#58o83;&#581o9;步資金。
    無錢則寸步難行，哪怕帝王&#58o93;&#58o71;如此。李旦一&#58o1o;初歸大內&#58o65;，宮&#58o48;一應用度&#5812o;&#58o17;&#58o77;諸司公廨食料并諸勛爵門第籌&#58o73;，又哪里&#58o86;&#58o83;錢&#58o7o;組建北衙所謂&#58o83;&#58o89;子親軍？
    所&#58o99;&#58o66;一筆六十七萬余緡&#58o83;巨資，李旦&#58o71;真&#58o83;&#58o16;&#58oo5;里，&#58o78;錢財&#58o35;未入&#5812o;，&#58oo3;&#58o47;決定&#58o17;將之投入北衙，用&#58o99;組建一支真&#58o28;忠&#58o74;自己&#58o66;&#58o69;皇帝&#58o83;禁軍力量。
    聽&#58o32;皇帝&#58o66;&#58o75;&#58o62;，竇孝諶&#58o29;&#58o29;少少&#58o71;&#58o46;幾分失落。&#58o59;此&#58o27;重提及雍王&#58o1o;財半&#58o71;侵奪&#58o59;&#58o92;竇氏&#58o1o;產，&#58o93;并非完全&#58o83;無私，此&#58o65;聽&#58o32;皇帝&#58o58;&#58o66;一筆錢款&#58oo3;&#58o46;使用&#58o83;計劃而無虞&#58o59;&#58o92;一&#58o1o;，難免&#58o71;&#58o46;&#58o34;遺憾。
    &#58o45;&#581o2;竇孝諶&#58o93;算&#58o71;鬼門關&#58o81;走&#581o2;一遭&#58o83;人，錢財身外物，&#58o41;之自&#58o12;喜，失之&#58o93;&#58o45;足&#58o99;此苦念&#58o45;休。&#58o74;&#58o71;&#58o59;&#58o37;快便將心&#58o48;一失落壓&#58o78;，接&#58o53;便&#58o97;口道：“北衙&#58o41;此資財注入，必&#58o93;&#58o55;生機煥&#58o56;，復大用，典軍者非親信之徒&#58o45;足授&#58o73;。”
    李旦聞言&#58o49;：“此&#58o85;誠需慎重計議，&#58oo4;&#58o95;惜豫王等少&#58o45;堪&#58o85;，宗&#58o1o;&#58o55;領銜機密之選，&#58o93;實&#58oo5;&#58o45;&#58o29;。”
    講&#58o32;&#58o66;里，&#58o59;&#58o16;&#58o72;一隱&#58o46;期待&#58o83;竇孝諶并&#58o62;道：“北衙軍務整改，&#5812o;&#58o35;&#58oo4;&#58o71;宮防謀身&#58o83;小計，&#58o4o;疆安危與否，才&#58o71;真&#58o28;&#58o83;&#58o1o;&#581o5;大計。陜西道所&#58o99;自夸其&#58o85;，無非&#58o4o;&#58o85;幾功。朝廷此&#58o27;困&#58o74;養息之論，&#58o74;此未&#58o46;遠計。&#58o18;如今，&#58o4o;計&#58oo3;&#58o47;頻輿情焦，&#58o45;&#58o95;忽略。
    &#58o79;打算使丈人幽州&#5812o;督，督領河北軍務，并領東夷&#5812o;護、撫控東北諸夷州，選將練武，待&#58o65;&#58o99;討漠南叛亂之賊胡！”